Sometimes I get to thinking about what I am leaving behind on this little blog of mine. In the beginning I wrote what I pleased for the most part save the specifics of my job. Lately, that is the same, but it seems to be more fluff than anything. I think part of it is that I didn't really know what I was doing in the beginning and then once I somewhat figured it out, Pinterest happened and now blogging is a business more so than it is a place to share.
Also, I feel restricted more than I feel free to write what I want lately.
Part of that has to do with the fact that I am a future attorney. At some point, I'll have to apply for the bar, and I don't want to be too controversial publicly during that application time. I have to be practical and smart about my space of the interwebs.
But most of it, is that I am so consumed on a regular basis of what others will think of me and my opinions on life. I worry if I'll offend someone because I believe a certain way or dress a certain way or eat a certain way and speak my mind on it. I also get caught up in writing something that people will think is funny or poignant or new or fresh.
What does this hot mess paragraph mean?
I hope to write more about life and my view on it. I am also going to try to not care about whether it is cool or not.
I just want to write.
Does that make sense?
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